Saturday, September 30, 2006

new discoveries

Yesterday I had to pick up the little girl I babysit from her school on the upper east side. As I took the bus over, I made several new discoveries.
  1. I live only 6 blocks from Central Park. And it is a really pretty part of Central Park, complete with a pond and people fishing. I can't wait to go jogging along the water.
  2. Just beyond the park was a traffic circle with a very cool statue of a man playing a piano. This city is filled with monuments and statues that are easy to pass by without taking time to notice.
  3. The upper east side is an entire area of New York City I have yet to explore. That's why I love this city. There is always something new to discover.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

a list worth writing

Over the past few weeks, I've watched a lot of Ellen. While I'm often quoting much of what I learn from Ellen each day, it is the life list that is the most worth sharing. On any given day, Ellen will talk about this idea of not only making a life list, but actually writing it down. For someone who likes to make lists as much as I do, it is no surprise that I'm all about the life list.
So what is the life list? It is all of the things that you hope to do/accomplish in your life. The point of writing your life list is so you can mark them off, thus inspiring you to actually do them. As I started writing my life list this week, I discovered that I had actually been making a life list long before now. What was even more exciting was realizing just how much I have already done- and can therefore cross off- my life list.
Here are just a few of the items I had done before I ever began writing down my list:
  • Go to grad school
  • Live in a foreign country
  • Learn to scuba dive
  • Travel
  • Live in New York City
  • Take a cross-country roadtrip
  • Learn to drink red wine
Here are some of the things I've since added to my life list since I started writing it down:
  • Learn to cook
  • Visit all 50 states
  • Really learn about wine
  • Run in a marathon
  • Be less selfish
  • Go to Ireland
I hope you will write your own life list.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

cam confession #15

I didn't take a risk. And now I regret it.

For someone who believes in taking risks and doesn't believe in having regrets, this is problematic. I've been thinking about this confession for a long time. It all began last winter when I was dating a guy I wasn't sure I really liked. The truth is, we had a great time together. Even though we didn't necessarily have a lot in common, I always had fun with him. He planned great dates that included ethnic restaurants, art museums, watching movies and football.
But when I began to sense that we were close to having "the talk," the one in which we decided to define the relationship, I freaked out. I was too scared to be called his girlfriend. So I didn't take the risk. I let the relationship end.
Granted, it wasn't entirely my fault. But I still let my apathy and fear stand in the way of me taking a risk and seeing what might happen.
I regret my decision.
But I suppose I live and learn. Maybe the next time I meet a nice guy who actually wants to spend time getting to know me and dating me, I won't freak out. Maybe.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

countdown

At Apartment 1F, we've been counting down...
Tomorrow is the Season Premiere of Grey's Anatomy. My roommate and I cease all conversation each time we see the clip for the show. I can only imagine the tension that will exist as we finally watch the very highly anticipated premiere.
Who will Meredith choose? McDreamy or McVet?
This is even more exciting than the Ben v. Noel debate on Felicity.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

British Firemen

Two words- Hot. Sexy.

I know because last weekend I met a group of them. I've long had a thing for firemen. Something about the uniform and the firehouse and them racing into burning buildings to save lives. It's all very hot. Last Friday, four fire trucks past me and my heart raced each time as I caught a glimpse of the men inside.
Then I walked into my regular happy hour place and saw a group of men in uniform. Instinctively I knew- they were firemen. When one came over to talk to me, I nearly melted when I heard the accent. It just elevated my attraction even higher.
Let's just say, I'd really love to visit London again. And soon. After all, I know a very hot, sexy fireman there. He's my Hottie McLondon.

still job searching

My last day of work was September 1st. Since then, I've continued looking for a full-time job. Even though I've only been unemployed for two weeks, it feels more like two months. As someone who was raised to have a strong work ethic, being without a job is a challenge. I've been fortunate to be able to continue babysitting the past few weeks. It's at least some income, even if it isn't enough to make rent.
I am hoping to find a job by October. So I keep searching for anything that sounds like it is in my field. I've also applied for a few jobs that are no where near my career goals, but could be fun. Like working retail in a wine store. After all, I've always wanted to learn more about wine. It could be a great fit. (And of course, it would give me more time to continue looking for a more appropriate job that fits in my career goals).
I will say, I'm enjoying the time I'm not working a little too much. I've settled into a routine that includes coffee and Ellen in the morning, working-out with my roommate, watching too much TLC, and of course, searching the internet for jobs and sending out resumes and cover letters. As much fun as it all is, I really need a job. This city offers a lot to do... and it takes money. It's a fun, but expensive city.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Roadtrip- Part III

The last big stretch...
Saturday morning my sister and I woke up once again at 6am to begin our final day of driving. We enjoyed the free continental breakfast at the hotel, then took our first coffee of the day on the road. West Virginia really is a beautiful state. It's also quite rural. There is no way this city girl will ever want to live in a state like W. Virginia.
We were just getting tired of the winding highways of West Virginia through the mountains when we crossed the next state line. MARYLAND? Uh, oh. My sister said she didn't want to hear uh, oh. I reminded her that as long as we were driving east or north we weren't going the wrong direction. Though we might not be going the best direction. Luckily a glance at the map showed we were still going the right route. We just had noticed the yellow lines indicating we would pass through Maryland on our way to New York. So we continued driving through state #6, Maryland. I don't have much to report about Maryland except for the gas stations were located ridiculously off the highway which wasted too much of our valuable time.
Apart from restroom breaks, we didn't stop much on Saturday. We were hoping to be in New York by 3:30/4:00. After the several surprise hours spent in Maryland, we finally entered state #7, Pennsylvania. My sister was overall, unimpressed with Pennsylvania. I think it might be hard to appreciate a state when you are tired of driving a big truck. I was hoping we would get to pass through Hershey, PA and maybe even stop to buy some chocolate. But of course the highways took us around it. There was no way we were exiting to go find it.
Normally I don't think many people would be excited to go to New Jersey. But considering it was state #8 and the final one before New York, we were pretty excited. Well, as much as one can be excited about the Garden State. As we approached New York, we stopped for one final gas tank fill up and to switch drivers. It was long decided that I would be the one to make the drive into the City. I was very nervous.
The plan was to cross over the George Washington Bridge into Manhattan, then head down the Westside Highway to my neighborhood. However, as we approached the Bridge we couldn't figure out which lane to be in. Were we a truck? Even though we were in a Budget truck we weren't really a big commerical truck. I chose the regular lane for cars. I chose wrong.
When we reached the window ready to pay our $6, we were told we were on the wrong level. We were to cross 5 lanes of traffic, exit, circle back around and go across the top part of the bridge. I made it across 3 lanes nearly hitting the cars I couldn't see due to my HUGE blindspot. Next thing I know we are crossing the GW Bridge- illegally! Imagine two girls screaming with fear and you've got a great scene for a movie. We made it across and when I saw the exit for Amsterdam Avenue, I took it. We had finally reached state #9, New York. I knew that street, and I was ready to get to my new apartment.
Once in Manhattan, the driving was nearly as bad as I had feared. In fact, if I can't find a job in education maybe I'll become a cab driver. I drove downtown finally reaching my neighborhood just before 5pm.
Unfortunately, in spite of all my planning, I was there before my movers. So my sister and I double parked and began unloading as much as possible before the cops came along and told us to move. We got most of the boxes when my token male mover arrived, followed shortly by my roommate and her parents. We managed to get the sofa unloaded and through the door, followed by the bed. Finally everything was out of the truck, and still no signs of cops to make us move. The final challenge was deciding where to put the truck. After an unsuccessful attempt to parallel park it, I found a spot that I could easily back into.
It was time to relax in my new apartment littered with boxes waiting to be unpacked.

Roadtrip- Part II

It was an early morning at my cousin's house on Friday morning. Even though she kept telling us we were welcome to sleep in, my sister and I had a long day of driving ahead of us. So I reluctantly crawled out of bed at 6am to take a hot shower. Afterwards, we enjoyed homemade banana bread for breakfast and chatted with my cousin, her two boys and her husband. Then we were out the door by 7am to begin the second part of our roadtrip.
We didn't go far before our first stop. It was about 5 minutes. My sister and I had long decided that Starbucks would be our new best friend on this trip. Once we had our grande, non-fat, sugar-free Vanilla Lattes we were driving out of Little Rock and east towards Memphis. Of course, we were soon stopping for the first of many restroom breaks and to fill up the truck with gas. It was at this particular stop that we saw the marquee sign at KFC that just perpetuates the backwards stereotype of Arkansas: WANTED FUTARE LEADERS. Classic.
By late morning we were crossing into state #3- Tenessee. As we drove towards Memphis, sitting there along the Mississippi River I wish we could have exited to sightsee. But sadly, we did not have time to visit the birthplace of Elvis. We pressed on towards Nashville, planning to stop there for lunch.
We reached Nashville just after 1pm. We began to look for a place to eat just off the highway. For some reason, I had it in my mind to find a little diner where we could stop for lunch. I just pictured us in some cute little diner with walls covered with pictures of famous Nashville people. As we drove farther away from the highway and closer to downtown Nashville, we saw no such diners. Eventually we got back on the highway, watched Nashville grow smaller and smaller. Finally we stopped at some burger place. At least we chose one that we don't have in Texas or New York. Still, there were no pictures of famous people.
Not long after out lunch stop we crossed our next state line- Kentucky, state #4. Our plan of photographing each state line had long been abandoned. Instead, I drove and my sister slept. Overall, Kentucky was unimpressive. Sure, the rolling hills were quaint. One thing we did notice was all the XXX, Adult Bookstores and Videostores. Luckily they were balanced out by all the "Jesus Loves You" signs.
Navigating our way around Lexington we pressed on to West Viriginia, state #5, and our destination for the night. We finally drove into Charleston around 8:30pm (Eastern Time). We were officially at 12 hours of roadtrip fun. It was time to stop. My sister and I had long been planning a relaxing evening of sitting in a hotel room enjoying beer and pizza to unwind after a long day of driving cross-country. We drove past Charleston planning to find a hotel on the other side of the city so we could avoid traffic in the morning. Soon we were driving into darkness towards what appeared to be nothing. This wasn't good. The next big town was 115 miles away and there was no way we were going to backtrack. So we decided we would keep driving. If we saw a hotel and were tired we would stop. Otherwise we would just keep going. After about 15 mintues, we saw an exit with a sign for a hotel- and a Pizza Hut. We took it as our sign to stop. So we got off the highway, stopped at the gas station for 2 beers. Then stopped by Pizza Hut to order our dinner. We checked into the hotel and enjoyed being out of the truck.
It was a successful day of driving. 5 states down, 3 more to go.