my reason is 3-fold

I've been writing a lot of blogs lately. Unfortunately, they've all been in my head. I haven't had time to actually sit down and type out so many of the thoughts I would normally blog.
1. First there was my move. My DSL ended and I've had to return to the world of dial-up. As soon as I have some extra time, I plan to connect my parents to the wonderful world of faster internet. I might even get some wireless action set up so that I can return to using my own computer in my own room.
2. Then I went to Mexico for a much needed vacation. For 3 days I left most of my worries behind. And for the first time in a very long time I did nothing. I was content to sit on the beach even as seven of my favorite people deserted me for shopping, eating lunch or napping. There was plenty of partying together in the evenings. And in the end, what happens in Mexico, stays in Mexico. Mostly because I don't have time to write about it. I just wish I could have stayed in Mexico along with the stories and the memories. Sadly, I returned to all the same overwhelming anxieties, and now I have even less energy or motivation (maybe too much partying, not enough sleeping).
3. Finally I have just been going non-stop. It is the end of the school year and there is way too much to do. Additionally I seem to always have some place to be. And when I'm not gone, I'm trying to organize my room so that I can have at least one part of my life that is not chaotic and overwhelming. I am very tired. I want to write more, but my eyes are closing. ..