cam confession #11

I am afraid of saying goodbye.

My suitcases are all packed and my room nearly cleaned, but I don't feel ready to move to New York. I am hoping that my excitement about this move will reappear somewhere between here and LaGuardia Airport. But for now, it is hidden under all the sadness I've been feeling as I think about leaving so many people I love. In the morning, as I board my plane my life will be changed forever. And I am afraid of what might get lost in the move.